Sunday, March 30, 2008
i'm watching Bollywood yet again x)its secret on my to-do list.
last one i suppose.
next wk will be a thai show alr.
the comedy.Ironladies.
there goes Bolly-ies.
yikes.
've got a horrible terrible habit.
of going like ''HUHHH..." and "WHATTT??"
when people mumble or maybe
i didnt hear properly.
sheesh.
hahaa. i should stop it.
it sounds disgusting.
so much for wearing hipsters.
someone said i walked like an ahbeng
when i wear my pants low.
bleahh.
i dont stick my hips out when i walk hello.
it was just that day cus' i was having muscle acheee x\
everytime i say i'll sleep early.
i dont ever get down to doing that.
grey's is damn nice ta watch.
next show will be Bionic Women.
according ta sisss.
she says its good. keine idee.
why do pple always msg at the wrong time.
aiyahyah.
its so hard to meet up at times.
i wana go changi village at eat sometime again.
okay.the next time i head ta pulauubin ta cycle.
at the same time drop by.
back to grey's yo x))
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:47 PM.
MUAHAHA.
finally changed my skin.
though i would stil prefer the previous.
but anyway.
this should be easier to read x)
pooreyes.
and i realised
that my siss has been deprived of seeing me.
so here are pictures for you! hawhaw xD
at Haji Lane
Pingpongerrss x))
This picture resembles the photos i saw of you
when you were a kid!!
Doesnt it??!!!
hahahaa
this was during one of the youth outreaches.
ANDAND.
i found more photos x))
of us! hawhaw.
Ancient.
its like nearly a decade ago!OMG.
i look disgusting.
but in any case, i hope it'll cheer up your day when you see them :D
finally changed my skin.
though i would stil prefer the previous.
but anyway.
this should be easier to read x)
pooreyes.
and i realised
that my siss has been deprived of seeing me.
so here are pictures for you! hawhaw xD
at Haji Lane
Pingpongerrss x))
This picture resembles the photos i saw of you
when you were a kid!!
Doesnt it??!!!
hahahaa
this was during one of the youth outreaches.
ANDAND.
i found more photos x))
of us! hawhaw.
Ancient.
its like nearly a decade ago!OMG.
i look disgusting.
but in any case, i hope it'll cheer up your day when you see them :D
BEAnns Muzzled --> 4:19 AM.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
The Larger the Portion,
The More We Eat.
ohgreat.
so i should start going to the movies with
smaller buckets of popcorn.
so i dont eat so much.
popcorns are so irresistable.
ahahaa.
i love the microwave-able ones from US x)
hawhaw.
so fattening!
Roarrr.
Proteins can help to keep us full for a longer time xD
yes. its obvious.
i just watched the docu again.
hawhaw.
So, can keeping track of what we eat make a difference?
Yepp x) proven. haha.
can dairy help you absorb less fat?
High calcium diet releases more fats from your faeces.
so your body doesnt store the fats.
yikes.
and i'm so gonna learn how to cook at home.
healthier diet.
means less cals.
hokay. for the sake of losing weight.
i'll LEARN TO COOK =\
sohateevenjustbeinginthekitchen.
damnit.
okay gonnashower and have an early night.
otherwise i'll look crap tmr.
-Only fooling myself
I stop to catch my breath
And I stop to catch your eye
No need to second-guess
That you've been on my mind
I dream days away, but that's okay
It's like I want to hear a silent sound
And then hold it in my hand
But a rose won't blossom from a ground
Of desert sand, but I like to pretend that
One day I'll turn around
I'll see your hand reach out
I'm only fooling myself, yeah, yeah, yeah
But maybe when you smile
It means you'd stay awhile
Just maybe you'd save me now
Well, now it's etched in stone
That I can't survive alone
You have the missing piece
That I need so desperately
Yes, I slip away to a day that'll never come
It's like a splash of water to my face
When I suddenly realize
That you could never find a place
For me in your eyes
and I don't know why I keep thinking
One day I'll turn around
I'll see your hand reach out
I'm only fooling myself, yeah, yeah, yeah
But maybe when you smile
It means you'd stay awhile
Just maybe you'd save me now
It's love in disguise
I'm lost in your mind
I'm lost in your eyes
Saturday, March 29, 2008
The Larger the Portion,The More We Eat.
ohgreat.
so i should start going to the movies with
smaller buckets of popcorn.
so i dont eat so much.
popcorns are so irresistable.
ahahaa.
i love the microwave-able ones from US x)
hawhaw.
so fattening!
Roarrr.
Proteins can help to keep us full for a longer time xD
yes. its obvious.
i just watched the docu again.
hawhaw.
So, can keeping track of what we eat make a difference?
Yepp x) proven. haha.
can dairy help you absorb less fat?
High calcium diet releases more fats from your faeces.
so your body doesnt store the fats.
yikes.
and i'm so gonna learn how to cook at home.
healthier diet.
means less cals.
hokay. for the sake of losing weight.
i'll LEARN TO COOK =\
sohateevenjustbeinginthekitchen.
damnit.
okay gonnashower and have an early night.
otherwise i'll look crap tmr.
-Only fooling myself
I stop to catch my breath
And I stop to catch your eye
No need to second-guess
That you've been on my mind
I dream days away, but that's okay
It's like I want to hear a silent sound
And then hold it in my hand
But a rose won't blossom from a ground
Of desert sand, but I like to pretend that
One day I'll turn around
I'll see your hand reach out
I'm only fooling myself, yeah, yeah, yeah
But maybe when you smile
It means you'd stay awhile
Just maybe you'd save me now
Well, now it's etched in stone
That I can't survive alone
You have the missing piece
That I need so desperately
Yes, I slip away to a day that'll never come
It's like a splash of water to my face
When I suddenly realize
That you could never find a place
For me in your eyes
and I don't know why I keep thinking
One day I'll turn around
I'll see your hand reach out
I'm only fooling myself, yeah, yeah, yeah
But maybe when you smile
It means you'd stay awhile
Just maybe you'd save me now
It's love in disguise
I'm lost in your mind
I'm lost in your eyes
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:55 PM.
Friday, March 28, 2008
x)) i need food.
i'm stuck at home and
the laziness to get out is
not letting me get my Fish soup.
sheesh.ahahaa.
i'm having like fish soup craving or
whatever its called.
i just had it yesterday.
and i wana eat it again.
sheesh.
like how i can eat cheesebread for
every single meal when i was young.
ahahaha.
so i love repeats.
well yea actually i do.
i can listen to the same song a few too many times.
and watch the same old movie
thousand and one times and i'll stil find it funny.
i wanted to head ta gym today.
but i got up Verylate.
so there goes.
the only thing is Ponggolpark.okay.
Roarr.
today's a lazy day.
i dont even feel like meeting my mum later for dinner.
boooo.
okay. maybe i should go for a run later.
wake myself up at the same time.
sheesh.
went swimming yesterday and swam 5.2km
wanted to do 6k was the dark clouds set in
so i wanted to get out of the place and head to shelter
before it pours.
maybe i should go back to swimming every wk.
but its so bad for my skin!
i've got crocodile skinbecause of it x\
how come i can swim so much but i cant run as much.
ARGH.
its harder to breathe running somehow.
anyway. ahahaa.
did a few other crazy things yesterday.
wenta bed early this morning.
yikes.
i'm wondering if i made the right decision.
but then again.
it doesnt really matter.
wait for the outcome.
my stomach and lower ribs are aching from
yesterday's swimming for some reason.
i thought it should have been my hands and legs instead.
i cant laugh, cough oh GOSH. and run.
okay, looks like no jogging today x))
hawhaw.
i'm being lazy today.
Friday, March 28, 2008
x)) i need food.i'm stuck at home and
the laziness to get out is
not letting me get my Fish soup.
sheesh.ahahaa.
i'm having like fish soup craving or
whatever its called.
i just had it yesterday.
and i wana eat it again.
sheesh.
like how i can eat cheesebread for
every single meal when i was young.
ahahaha.
so i love repeats.
well yea actually i do.
i can listen to the same song a few too many times.
and watch the same old movie
thousand and one times and i'll stil find it funny.
i wanted to head ta gym today.
but i got up Verylate.
so there goes.
the only thing is Ponggolpark.okay.
Roarr.
today's a lazy day.
i dont even feel like meeting my mum later for dinner.
boooo.
okay. maybe i should go for a run later.
wake myself up at the same time.
sheesh.
went swimming yesterday and swam 5.2km
wanted to do 6k was the dark clouds set in
so i wanted to get out of the place and head to shelter
before it pours.
maybe i should go back to swimming every wk.
but its so bad for my skin!
i've got crocodile skinbecause of it x\
how come i can swim so much but i cant run as much.
ARGH.
its harder to breathe running somehow.
anyway. ahahaa.
did a few other crazy things yesterday.
wenta bed early this morning.
yikes.
i'm wondering if i made the right decision.
but then again.
it doesnt really matter.
wait for the outcome.
my stomach and lower ribs are aching from
yesterday's swimming for some reason.
i thought it should have been my hands and legs instead.
i cant laugh, cough oh GOSH. and run.
okay, looks like no jogging today x))
hawhaw.
i'm being lazy today.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 3:58 PM.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
WHALALALA
Right.
finally i've caught up on my sleep.
dont know what has got me up every morning.
then again.
i hope i can just start waking up earlier
and start going for morning jogs.
ROARR.
i just cant do that.
ohwell.
i'm gonna start next monday.
yearight.
HOPEFULLY.
ahaha.
my sleep's too important right now.
well.
i've got 3 more wks and sch starts.
that's pretty fast.
considering that i'm not working and i still think
time passes fast.
i wana do those 3-4day kinda thing.
its quite fun.
sheesh.
and the moolah's quite a handful too x))
but too bad.
no chance this time.
next sem break perhaps.
YES.
fast is good.
it'll be YR2!
woohoo!
hawhaw.
this time i've really gotta make it happen.
my results were disappointing this time.
x(
i cant stand it.
sometimes this kinda results
pushes me ta do better.
argh.
why cant i just maintain man.
sheesh.
okay.
enough of being conceited.
nothing proud about it anyway.
argh.
cant believe it.
okay.
i'm kinda looking forward to sch reopen.
so that i can prove myself to my parents again.
and i'm looking forward to GERMANlesson!
lalala.
my mum cant understand why i love german so much.
but i do.
sheesh.
if language was a popular and highpaying course,
i would love to master in language,
study as many different languages as possible.
be an ineterpreter or something.
sigh.
yea if i had the $$$ too.
german,french,italian,spanish,japanese,korean,portugese!
If only.
realistically. its impossible.
nvm x) there's many other things.
DRIVING TMR!
yayayayyayy.
hopefully i stil rem how to do the V and P parkings.
hawhaw.
caught a movie with my old buddies again.
stupid movie but Good company x))
teehee.
they were discussing about Uni application and all.
its good that i went poly.
uni admission is getting tougher.
gosh.
they were busy applying into all the 3unis.
and having to worry if they'll be able ta get in.
then again.
i'll have to face the same shitty feeling
when i'm done with poly.
better be keeping my grades up.
or i can say goodbye to further studying x(
i have no idea still why i went into this line.
maybe its the prospects again.
but i'm in it so i'm gonna stick to it.
to the end.
then will see what happens after that =\
sheesh.
i should stop thinking.
ANDAND
omg.
before i forget.
i had the WEIRDIEST dream last night!
arghh.
freak me out like anything!
damnit.
what a dream.
probably didnt get a gd rest too
cus there were pounding sounds at 8 in the morning!?!?!!
seriously.
wth.
okay.
gonna watch my AI.
chowchow.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
WHALALALARight.
finally i've caught up on my sleep.
dont know what has got me up every morning.
then again.
i hope i can just start waking up earlier
and start going for morning jogs.
ROARR.
i just cant do that.
ohwell.
i'm gonna start next monday.
yearight.
HOPEFULLY.
ahaha.
my sleep's too important right now.
well.
i've got 3 more wks and sch starts.
that's pretty fast.
considering that i'm not working and i still think
time passes fast.
i wana do those 3-4day kinda thing.
its quite fun.
sheesh.
and the moolah's quite a handful too x))
but too bad.
no chance this time.
next sem break perhaps.
YES.
fast is good.
it'll be YR2!
woohoo!
hawhaw.
this time i've really gotta make it happen.
my results were disappointing this time.
x(
i cant stand it.
sometimes this kinda results
pushes me ta do better.
argh.
why cant i just maintain man.
sheesh.
okay.
enough of being conceited.
nothing proud about it anyway.
argh.
cant believe it.
okay.
i'm kinda looking forward to sch reopen.
so that i can prove myself to my parents again.
and i'm looking forward to GERMANlesson!
lalala.
my mum cant understand why i love german so much.
but i do.
sheesh.
if language was a popular and highpaying course,
i would love to master in language,
study as many different languages as possible.
be an ineterpreter or something.
sigh.
yea if i had the $$$ too.
german,french,italian,spanish,japanese,korean,portugese!
If only.
realistically. its impossible.
nvm x) there's many other things.
DRIVING TMR!
yayayayyayy.
hopefully i stil rem how to do the V and P parkings.
hawhaw.
caught a movie with my old buddies again.
stupid movie but Good company x))
teehee.
they were discussing about Uni application and all.
its good that i went poly.
uni admission is getting tougher.
gosh.
they were busy applying into all the 3unis.
and having to worry if they'll be able ta get in.
then again.
i'll have to face the same shitty feeling
when i'm done with poly.
better be keeping my grades up.
or i can say goodbye to further studying x(
i have no idea still why i went into this line.
maybe its the prospects again.
but i'm in it so i'm gonna stick to it.
to the end.
then will see what happens after that =\
sheesh.
i should stop thinking.
ANDAND
omg.
before i forget.
i had the WEIRDIEST dream last night!
arghh.
freak me out like anything!
damnit.
what a dream.
probably didnt get a gd rest too
cus there were pounding sounds at 8 in the morning!?!?!!
seriously.
wth.
okay.
gonna watch my AI.
chowchow.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 10:46 PM.
Monday, March 24, 2008
just watched some mixed english and indian bollywood
show on artscentral called chocolate.
it was freaky.
the ending was so unexpected.
its good x))
hehh.
i like ta watch such shows.
they talk about the conclusion throughout
the whole show.
it was an investigation.
but only till the end there was a twist in the ending.
hehheh.
hokay.
i'm getting drowsy again.
as though i can just fall asleep here.
freaking tired.
3 more wks till sch reopen.
damn.
i'm kinda looking forward.
hahaha.
its boring now.
without a goal.
Monday, March 24, 2008
just watched some mixed english and indian bollywoodshow on artscentral called chocolate.
it was freaky.
the ending was so unexpected.
its good x))
hehh.
i like ta watch such shows.
they talk about the conclusion throughout
the whole show.
it was an investigation.
but only till the end there was a twist in the ending.
hehheh.
hokay.
i'm getting drowsy again.
as though i can just fall asleep here.
freaking tired.
3 more wks till sch reopen.
damn.
i'm kinda looking forward.
hahaha.
its boring now.
without a goal.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:31 AM.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
its freaking late.
my eyes are shutting from lake of sleep.
slept like 4hrs yest.
best.
and i was out the whole day today
nearly half dead.
i should start drinking coffee again.
and taking vitamins.
tmr's gonna be another early and long day.
mum wants to wake up early for breakfast
and head out to find her stuff.
i want to sleep.
roarrr.
anyway.
thanks Esther,
you make YUMMI-licious dinner x)
i loved it.
thanks JJ for the dried mangoes!
fantastic movie bite.
teehee.
well. all of all. my day ended fantastically.
though i was zombi-fied towards the end.
my head's weighing a ton.
but it was better than the bad days.
yest and the day before.
bleah. horrible.
okay.
tobedigo.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
its freaking late.my eyes are shutting from lake of sleep.
slept like 4hrs yest.
best.
and i was out the whole day today
nearly half dead.
i should start drinking coffee again.
and taking vitamins.
tmr's gonna be another early and long day.
mum wants to wake up early for breakfast
and head out to find her stuff.
i want to sleep.
roarrr.
anyway.
thanks Esther,
you make YUMMI-licious dinner x)
i loved it.
thanks JJ for the dried mangoes!
fantastic movie bite.
teehee.
well. all of all. my day ended fantastically.
though i was zombi-fied towards the end.
my head's weighing a ton.
but it was better than the bad days.
yest and the day before.
bleah. horrible.
okay.
tobedigo.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 3:09 AM.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
THIS MADE ME LAUGH.
like seriously.
cus' my friend was talking.
and i was like eh. what's that
and she stuck it out.
i BURST OUT LAUGHING like anything.
ahahahahahaaa.
it was damn corny laa.
then while i was finding the picture for the top.
i found this.
so nice the colour!
hawhaw.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
THIS MADE ME LAUGH.
like seriously.
cus' my friend was talking.
and i was like eh. what's that
and she stuck it out.
i BURST OUT LAUGHING like anything.
ahahahahahaaa.
it was damn corny laa.
then while i was finding the picture for the top.
i found this.
so nice the colour!
hawhaw.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:58 AM.
THINGS ON A LIGHTER TONE
hahaha. driving always makes me happy.
though i drove with soaked socks and shoes.
and kept making squeaky sounds.
but aside from all that.
i learnt
VERTICAL AND PARALLEL PARKING
today.
hawhaw.
it was SUPER FUN!
hehehe.
the pole's are DAMN HELPFUL.
uhm.
the instructor was saying
"you must have practised illegally on your own right"
then after that he said again
" i think you did practise illegally la right"
WTH!
if somebody even lends me their car.
OFCOURSE I WOULD.
but otherwise.
NO! i dont have a car.
he cant believe that a GIRL can drive i guess.
gosh.
the only prob i have is to move the car
from stationary at trafficlights.
i dunno. its like slow.. or too fast.
damn it.
not smooth enough.
other than that,
the U-turn was easy alr.
hmm.
practise more parking.
i kinda like parking.
fun =)
ohwell.
i cant wait for my next lesson!!
YAYAYAYAYY.
i love driving.
makes me happy.
i uhm. lost concentration for awhile
during driving.
and killed the engine once.
cus' i started from stop on 2nd gear.
yikes.
and jam break once.
sheesh.
ohwell.
there's an infection on my ear too.
one of it.
there was like pus and blood.
and its swollen x(
hahaha. driving always makes me happy.
though i drove with soaked socks and shoes.
and kept making squeaky sounds.
but aside from all that.
i learnt
VERTICAL AND PARALLEL PARKING
today.
hawhaw.
it was SUPER FUN!
hehehe.
the pole's are DAMN HELPFUL.
uhm.
the instructor was saying
"you must have practised illegally on your own right"
then after that he said again
" i think you did practise illegally la right"
WTH!
if somebody even lends me their car.
OFCOURSE I WOULD.
but otherwise.
NO! i dont have a car.
he cant believe that a GIRL can drive i guess.
gosh.
the only prob i have is to move the car
from stationary at trafficlights.
i dunno. its like slow.. or too fast.
damn it.
not smooth enough.
other than that,
the U-turn was easy alr.
hmm.
practise more parking.
i kinda like parking.
fun =)
ohwell.
i cant wait for my next lesson!!
YAYAYAYAYY.
i love driving.
makes me happy.
i uhm. lost concentration for awhile
during driving.
and killed the engine once.
cus' i started from stop on 2nd gear.
yikes.
and jam break once.
sheesh.
ohwell.
there's an infection on my ear too.
one of it.
there was like pus and blood.
and its swollen x(
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:34 AM.
met an old friend today for dinner.
ohman.
today's a horrid day.
since last night rather.
cant believe it.
i'm gonna be so dead.
okay anyway.
today.
met cheryl and nic for lunch.
and it started raining cats and dogs
just when we were about to leave.
so we ran to the station.
and i ran ahead.
there was this girl running
from the opp direction and we
COLLIDED.
head on collision please.
WTH.
but i dunno.
either i was strong or something.
she flew to the side but i just
got bruised by her elbow and knuckles
real bad.
big fat blueblack.
then again was running for shelter from the bus stop
this guy suddenly dashed out in the opp direction
in my path. wth.
and when walking through one of the shops
my knee almost knocked the things off.
DAMNIT.
then.
i was left utterly broke.
cus' of a spree and tickets for muaythai
contender asia finals held at indoorstadium.
head for driving lesson.
on my way there.
it was pouring.
i didnt have an umbrella with me.
it was sunny when i left the house.
i slipped and almost fell while walking down a slope.
IN front of a Coffeeshop.
the people were like -___-
laughed at myself.
walked past the market.
and a rat scampered acrossthe edge of my shoes.
bloodyhell.
it doesnt get better.
then i reached the driving centre bus stop and
the rain got even heavier.
someone was kind enough to shelter me in
without needing me to ask.
but half of him and me were soaked.
so i was halfsoaked when i entered the car.
the aircon was blowing freaking strong directly
at my hands.
frozen.
but i was too engrossed in driving.
and after that.
i conveniently stepped into 3 different puddles of
water that appeared out of nowhere in front of my path.
how bad can a day get.
seriously.
okay this is the horrible things.
ohman.
today's a horrid day.
since last night rather.
cant believe it.
i'm gonna be so dead.
okay anyway.
today.
met cheryl and nic for lunch.
and it started raining cats and dogs
just when we were about to leave.
so we ran to the station.
and i ran ahead.
there was this girl running
from the opp direction and we
COLLIDED.
head on collision please.
WTH.
but i dunno.
either i was strong or something.
she flew to the side but i just
got bruised by her elbow and knuckles
real bad.
big fat blueblack.
then again was running for shelter from the bus stop
this guy suddenly dashed out in the opp direction
in my path. wth.
and when walking through one of the shops
my knee almost knocked the things off.
DAMNIT.
then.
i was left utterly broke.
cus' of a spree and tickets for muaythai
contender asia finals held at indoorstadium.
head for driving lesson.
on my way there.
it was pouring.
i didnt have an umbrella with me.
it was sunny when i left the house.
i slipped and almost fell while walking down a slope.
IN front of a Coffeeshop.
the people were like -___-
laughed at myself.
walked past the market.
and a rat scampered acrossthe edge of my shoes.
bloodyhell.
it doesnt get better.
then i reached the driving centre bus stop and
the rain got even heavier.
someone was kind enough to shelter me in
without needing me to ask.
but half of him and me were soaked.
so i was halfsoaked when i entered the car.
the aircon was blowing freaking strong directly
at my hands.
frozen.
but i was too engrossed in driving.
and after that.
i conveniently stepped into 3 different puddles of
water that appeared out of nowhere in front of my path.
how bad can a day get.
seriously.
okay this is the horrible things.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:21 AM.
Monday, March 17, 2008
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vll7og4OOMU&feature=related
x)) hip hop dance.
The things done when bored.
Ahaha. More to come.
Grey's!!
Monday, March 17, 2008
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vll7og4OOMU&feature=relatedx)) hip hop dance.
The things done when bored.
Ahaha. More to come.
Grey's!!
BEAnns Muzzled --> 3:16 PM.
either it was mentioned too often
or i'm just sick and tired of hearing it.
What's up with girls having to be all girly and dolled-up.
and what's the problem with guys and their tagless words.
seriously.
first of all, we all grew up in church together.
not like its the first time you know me.
i am in fact, not the typical girlygirl,
nor do i think i'm a butch or boy.
whatever the hell is.
you can call me tomboy for all i care.
i dont bother.
but NEVER call me a boy.
and yea.
i am towards the masculine side.
so what.
do i have to CHANGE myself and become all
dainty,softspoken,vain and whiny
just so ppl can see.
come on.
wth is wrong with just being myself.
it seriously sucks when after all
ppl just expect that a girl =
longhair,tightclothes,makeup,thin.
so what if i like to have lean muscles.
so what if i love t-shirt&jeans.
SO WHAT.
get off my back already.
STOP STEREOTYPING.
being masculine doesnt mean i want to be a boy.
PLEASE.
if you really actually Know me.
appearance yes i'm more masculine.
but on the inside,
i'm still after all soft and sensitive.
ROARR.
i love my short hair.
but pple Including my parents cant
bloody accept it.
so FINE. i'm leaving my hair.
am i happy about it. No.
its BOOORRRRINNNGGG to have long hair.
wth. then i'll start looking like every other lady on the train.
sheesh.
i like watching soccer, i want to play it.
i want to take up boxing, i want lean muscles.
i love leather jackets and boxer shorts.
i like to play and enjoy myself regardless if at the end
of it all i'll be sticky,muddy,disgustingly dirty.
or getting my hands dirty in other terms.
so What. i can just bathe after that.
i dont mind having a go at repairing cars,automechanics.
i love cars. so What.
i hate the idea of a housewife, or
the babymaking machine. or frilly dresses.
i have a strong personality.
if you cant handle it, dont ask me to change.
Deal with it.
i dont mind or actually like to dress up during occasions
once in a blue moon, which makes it all the
more special and meaningful.
what's the point of dolling up all the time.
Sheesh. why do i need a skirt or dress even to prove
i can be feminine.
Seriously.
talk to me more and you'll see the other side of me.
ROARRR.
yes i know that i do need to change.
but let time handle it alright.
i cant put myself to do it.
but i will try.
tanktop yes.
a start to being more feminine alr okay.
hahaha.
When i get my muscles and abs to show off that is.
and NO FLABBY ARMS.
the fats have to go First!
or i'm just sick and tired of hearing it.
What's up with girls having to be all girly and dolled-up.
and what's the problem with guys and their tagless words.
seriously.
first of all, we all grew up in church together.
not like its the first time you know me.
i am in fact, not the typical girlygirl,
nor do i think i'm a butch or boy.
whatever the hell is.
you can call me tomboy for all i care.
i dont bother.
but NEVER call me a boy.
and yea.
i am towards the masculine side.
so what.
do i have to CHANGE myself and become all
dainty,softspoken,vain and whiny
just so ppl can see.
come on.
wth is wrong with just being myself.
it seriously sucks when after all
ppl just expect that a girl =
longhair,tightclothes,makeup,thin.
so what if i like to have lean muscles.
so what if i love t-shirt&jeans.
SO WHAT.
get off my back already.
STOP STEREOTYPING.
being masculine doesnt mean i want to be a boy.
PLEASE.
if you really actually Know me.
appearance yes i'm more masculine.
but on the inside,
i'm still after all soft and sensitive.
ROARR.
i love my short hair.
but pple Including my parents cant
bloody accept it.
so FINE. i'm leaving my hair.
am i happy about it. No.
its BOOORRRRINNNGGG to have long hair.
wth. then i'll start looking like every other lady on the train.
sheesh.
i like watching soccer, i want to play it.
i want to take up boxing, i want lean muscles.
i love leather jackets and boxer shorts.
i like to play and enjoy myself regardless if at the end
of it all i'll be sticky,muddy,disgustingly dirty.
or getting my hands dirty in other terms.
so What. i can just bathe after that.
i dont mind having a go at repairing cars,automechanics.
i love cars. so What.
i hate the idea of a housewife, or
the babymaking machine. or frilly dresses.
i have a strong personality.
if you cant handle it, dont ask me to change.
Deal with it.
i dont mind or actually like to dress up during occasions
once in a blue moon, which makes it all the
more special and meaningful.
what's the point of dolling up all the time.
Sheesh. why do i need a skirt or dress even to prove
i can be feminine.
Seriously.
talk to me more and you'll see the other side of me.
ROARRR.
yes i know that i do need to change.
but let time handle it alright.
i cant put myself to do it.
but i will try.
tanktop yes.
a start to being more feminine alr okay.
hahaha.
When i get my muscles and abs to show off that is.
and NO FLABBY ARMS.
the fats have to go First!
BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:00 AM.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
this is why i love watching discovery channel.
okay.so after all. i do love something that has
connections to science.
oh and i love documentaries too.
of course in relation to daily living.
not as if i'd like to know about 13,000b.c
or about my "supposetobe" ancestors.
yikes.NOT THOSE STUFF.
well anyway.
i'm just done watching some documentary
on CNA The Truth About Food.
yay. i love to watch them cus' i learn something new.
hypothesis-Grapes improve eyesight-.
blueberry too.
it improves memory.
something to do with the skin pigment.
strawberries didnt work.
PROVEN POSITIVE :)
hypothesis-DETOX diet helps to decrease toxic levels in body-
test group and control.
test grp had fruits,vegetables and pure water for a wk.
control ate pizza,pasta,chocolate and any drinks + tea.
both had the SAME test results after a week.
FAILED :) DETOX DIET DO NOT WORK.
hypothesis-spinach improves eyesight-
lutein found in the eyes is for bluelight absorption.
its a yellow pigment forming a layer over
some colour absorbers or something at the back of the eye.
spinach is the best source for lutein.
a group of old people with a kind of eye deterioration condition
ate spinach for 3months.
PROVEN POSITIVE :) it WORKS!
hypothesis-wine is good for cardiovascular health-
prevents heart disease,diabetes and cancer.
the issue of the French people were brought up.
their diet consist mostly oily and fattening food.
but they were not as prone to heart disease.
3men were used.
first man consumed Wine.
second took a glass of Vodka & water.
Third just GrapeJuice.
well. alcohol helped to relax the bloodvessels.
but grapejuice gave as good results.
in the end the test is
PROVEN POSITIVE.
A small amount of alcohol plus Grapes is good.
A glass of Wine per day is Good.
i think once a week is good enough.
Fancy blogging in the middle of the day.
ha. not used to it.
i've got no plans today.
its stay home day!
watching grey's x)
can't wait for my pay to come in.
and i think its time to stop looking for a job.
damnit,
this is the first hol that i cant get a job.
ROARR.
i'm so broke x((
Saturday, March 15, 2008
this is why i love watching discovery channel.okay.so after all. i do love something that has
connections to science.
oh and i love documentaries too.
of course in relation to daily living.
not as if i'd like to know about 13,000b.c
or about my "supposetobe" ancestors.
yikes.NOT THOSE STUFF.
well anyway.
i'm just done watching some documentary
on CNA The Truth About Food.
yay. i love to watch them cus' i learn something new.
hypothesis-Grapes improve eyesight-.
blueberry too.
it improves memory.
something to do with the skin pigment.
strawberries didnt work.
PROVEN POSITIVE :)
hypothesis-DETOX diet helps to decrease toxic levels in body-
test group and control.
test grp had fruits,vegetables and pure water for a wk.
control ate pizza,pasta,chocolate and any drinks + tea.
both had the SAME test results after a week.
FAILED :) DETOX DIET DO NOT WORK.
hypothesis-spinach improves eyesight-
lutein found in the eyes is for bluelight absorption.
its a yellow pigment forming a layer over
some colour absorbers or something at the back of the eye.
spinach is the best source for lutein.
a group of old people with a kind of eye deterioration condition
ate spinach for 3months.
PROVEN POSITIVE :) it WORKS!
hypothesis-wine is good for cardiovascular health-
prevents heart disease,diabetes and cancer.
the issue of the French people were brought up.
their diet consist mostly oily and fattening food.
but they were not as prone to heart disease.
3men were used.
first man consumed Wine.
second took a glass of Vodka & water.
Third just GrapeJuice.
well. alcohol helped to relax the bloodvessels.
but grapejuice gave as good results.
in the end the test is
PROVEN POSITIVE.
A small amount of alcohol plus Grapes is good.
A glass of Wine per day is Good.
i think once a week is good enough.
Fancy blogging in the middle of the day.
ha. not used to it.
i've got no plans today.
its stay home day!
watching grey's x)
can't wait for my pay to come in.
and i think its time to stop looking for a job.
damnit,
this is the first hol that i cant get a job.
ROARR.
i'm so broke x((
BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:53 PM.
DRIVINGGGGGGGGGG ((((x
its only the 2nd lesson but it feels long!
gosh.
cant imagine i've always dreamt of driving a car.
literally, i've dreamt it.
YES.i'm Serious.
it feels the same.
except the steering wheel is uh harder than expected.
hahaha x))
i stil cant really go straight.
ahahaha.
always near the line.
i always walk out of the driving centre
grinning from ear to ear.
ppl who past me must really be thinking WTH.
haha.
furthermore i think looks are deceiving.
everyone there look way older than me.
maybe dressing wise i suppose or maybe they really are.
YAYAYAYAYAY =D
ohman.
hahaha.
it made my day today.
the instructor said i was learning fast.
so next lesson will be VERTICAL PARKING.
omgg.
hahahaa!
RAWKS!
LET ME TELL YOU WHAT I DID TODAY.
i did the BITING POINT thingy,
TURNED A FEW RIGHTS MYSELF.
DROVE TO TAMPINES AT 50-70km/h
EAT INTO OTHER LANES.
did a U-TURN ON MY OWN
muahahahaa!
cus' the instructor was on the phone.
and i couldnt wait for him to get off.
it was a main road with so many cars behind!
so i did what i learnt and
my practise in the empty carpark.
and I MADE IT!
hawhaw.
the instructor DIDNT TOUCH MY STEERING WHEEL AT ALL.
LALALALALALLALALA x)))))
i did a jam brake TWICE.
AHAHAHA.
at the traffic light of course.
but not on purpose.
HEHEHEHE.
too kan chiong la.
ahahaa.
and i REVV-ed the Engine up so many times accidentally.
but ehh.small stuffs kk.
AHHAHAHA
THE U TURN!!!!!
dangdangdang =D
its only the 2nd lesson but it feels long!
gosh.
cant imagine i've always dreamt of driving a car.
literally, i've dreamt it.
YES.i'm Serious.
it feels the same.
except the steering wheel is uh harder than expected.
hahaha x))
i stil cant really go straight.
ahahaha.
always near the line.
i always walk out of the driving centre
grinning from ear to ear.
ppl who past me must really be thinking WTH.
haha.
furthermore i think looks are deceiving.
everyone there look way older than me.
maybe dressing wise i suppose or maybe they really are.
YAYAYAYAYAY =D
ohman.
hahaha.
it made my day today.
the instructor said i was learning fast.
so next lesson will be VERTICAL PARKING.
omgg.
hahahaa!
RAWKS!
LET ME TELL YOU WHAT I DID TODAY.
i did the BITING POINT thingy,
TURNED A FEW RIGHTS MYSELF.
DROVE TO TAMPINES AT 50-70km/h
EAT INTO OTHER LANES.
did a U-TURN ON MY OWN
muahahahaa!
cus' the instructor was on the phone.
and i couldnt wait for him to get off.
it was a main road with so many cars behind!
so i did what i learnt and
my practise in the empty carpark.
and I MADE IT!
hawhaw.
the instructor DIDNT TOUCH MY STEERING WHEEL AT ALL.
LALALALALALLALALA x)))))
i did a jam brake TWICE.
AHAHAHA.
at the traffic light of course.
but not on purpose.
HEHEHEHE.
too kan chiong la.
ahahaa.
and i REVV-ed the Engine up so many times accidentally.
but ehh.small stuffs kk.
AHHAHAHA
THE U TURN!!!!!
dangdangdang =D
BEAnns Muzzled --> 12:21 AM.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
HAWHAW.
DRIVING LESSON WAS DAMNNN FUN.
rawkkkks.
i love love love driving.
although i think i've got some sorta parallax error.
-gosh. somehow i felt i've mentioned this part-
uhm. alil dejavu.
crap.
okay i shall just repeat myself.
yea. i manage to drive around like damn alot of times
around eunos.
oh i'm such a natural -TEEHEE-
well.
actually i'm quite surprised.
i changed gears too fast the instructor said to slow down
and take my time. hhehee.
uhm. i'll be driving to tampines on my next lesson!
fridayfridayfriday.................................
yeapyeapyeap x))
gosh. its scarily EXCITING!
like i'm scared but still daring.
i turned a junction myself and a bend MYSELF TOO!
hawhawhawhaw.
rawks. driving is damn funn!!
cant believe i've been waiting since i was a kid to
be able ta handle the steering wheel!
WWWHHHHEEEEEE.
rawks.
and and and EVIE said danny noriega's EEYEW.
NO pls!
he's pretty himbo. hahaa. but i am IN LOVE WITH his EYES.
there's something about it that's ATTRACTIVE okay.
and he's cute movements. hehe.
not the kind that i usually go for though.
but HIS EYES....
i stare at him like that. *___*
xDD
his pictures are ultimate GORGEOUS.
muahahaa. i'll put them up when i find a nice one.
cant believe i'm like that.
sheesh. it is definitely SO UNLIKE me.
but Whatever.
it'll go off in a while. now its fun.
heheeh (x
i am wondering.
seriously how hard is it to get a part time job.
well it freaking is.
unless i wana get paid under 6.
which is a definite NO NO for me.
i'd rather not work than be underpaid.
gosh.
i need a job nowwww =S
who in the right mind will hire someone for a month.
haiyaaa.
fine.
i should just curb my spending habits.
and all will be fine.
savings aside,
i do love shopping and eating.
yea eating a huge hole into my pocket.
unwilling forking out moolah to eat.
i'd rather save it.
but well for company's sake, my dearest friends.
i would love love to spend time with them.
talking, laughing, yelling, Suaning.
talking about everything under the sky and
feeling at total ease.
hawhaw. my burping Buddy and all.
sheesh.
and my dearest tabletennis partnerr in pri sch!
gosh. its been 11YEARS! ahahaa.
and we talk as though nothing has changed although
we dont get to meet up so often.
yikes. whytheheck am i talking about all this again.
hehe.
just looking forward to meeting them again.
more entertainment.
oh according to Evie,
i NEED A DIARY.
okay, well i do.
i have a very unhelpful and unreliable memory.
gets people and myself upset.
bleahh.
badbadbad.
omg.
my dad just came out.
gave me a shock.
sheesh.
ha.
i'm gonna iron my clothes and head to bed.
chiew's gonna be all pisst again if i cant get up tmr.
been freaking tired these past few days
although i still get my daily 9hrs.
maybe i need 10hrs.
damn.
tonight 7hrs only.
Argh.
TO BED!!!!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
HAWHAW.DRIVING LESSON WAS DAMNNN FUN.
rawkkkks.
i love love love driving.
although i think i've got some sorta parallax error.
-gosh. somehow i felt i've mentioned this part-
uhm. alil dejavu.
crap.
okay i shall just repeat myself.
yea. i manage to drive around like damn alot of times
around eunos.
oh i'm such a natural -TEEHEE-
well.
actually i'm quite surprised.
i changed gears too fast the instructor said to slow down
and take my time. hhehee.
uhm. i'll be driving to tampines on my next lesson!
fridayfridayfriday.................................
yeapyeapyeap x))
gosh. its scarily EXCITING!
like i'm scared but still daring.
i turned a junction myself and a bend MYSELF TOO!
hawhawhawhaw.
rawks. driving is damn funn!!
cant believe i've been waiting since i was a kid to
be able ta handle the steering wheel!
WWWHHHHEEEEEE.
rawks.
and and and EVIE said danny noriega's EEYEW.
NO pls!
he's pretty himbo. hahaa. but i am IN LOVE WITH his EYES.
there's something about it that's ATTRACTIVE okay.
and he's cute movements. hehe.
not the kind that i usually go for though.
but HIS EYES....
i stare at him like that. *___*
xDD
his pictures are ultimate GORGEOUS.
muahahaa. i'll put them up when i find a nice one.
cant believe i'm like that.
sheesh. it is definitely SO UNLIKE me.
but Whatever.
it'll go off in a while. now its fun.
heheeh (x
i am wondering.
seriously how hard is it to get a part time job.
well it freaking is.
unless i wana get paid under 6.
which is a definite NO NO for me.
i'd rather not work than be underpaid.
gosh.
i need a job nowwww =S
who in the right mind will hire someone for a month.
haiyaaa.
fine.
i should just curb my spending habits.
and all will be fine.
savings aside,
i do love shopping and eating.
yea eating a huge hole into my pocket.
unwilling forking out moolah to eat.
i'd rather save it.
but well for company's sake, my dearest friends.
i would love love to spend time with them.
talking, laughing, yelling, Suaning.
talking about everything under the sky and
feeling at total ease.
hawhaw. my burping Buddy and all.
sheesh.
and my dearest tabletennis partnerr in pri sch!
gosh. its been 11YEARS! ahahaa.
and we talk as though nothing has changed although
we dont get to meet up so often.
yikes. whytheheck am i talking about all this again.
hehe.
just looking forward to meeting them again.
more entertainment.
oh according to Evie,
i NEED A DIARY.
okay, well i do.
i have a very unhelpful and unreliable memory.
gets people and myself upset.
bleahh.
badbadbad.
omg.
my dad just came out.
gave me a shock.
sheesh.
ha.
i'm gonna iron my clothes and head to bed.
chiew's gonna be all pisst again if i cant get up tmr.
been freaking tired these past few days
although i still get my daily 9hrs.
maybe i need 10hrs.
damn.
tonight 7hrs only.
Argh.
TO BED!!!!
BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:20 AM.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Dont put people down just to make yourself sound good.
when i know inside you're feeling horrible.
it shows. you feel anger and resentment instead
because you've got no one to blame but yourself.
you start stretching your words and
you dont even hear what you're saying anymore.
it becomes all just bullshit because you said it out of anger.
and to spite the other person.
Stop it. it all leads to a heated argument when you exaggerate.
talk it out.
not throw darts and tear down the other person.
bloodyhell.
let's just stop talking again.
is that it.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Dont put people down just to make yourself sound good.when i know inside you're feeling horrible.
it shows. you feel anger and resentment instead
because you've got no one to blame but yourself.
you start stretching your words and
you dont even hear what you're saying anymore.
it becomes all just bullshit because you said it out of anger.
and to spite the other person.
Stop it. it all leads to a heated argument when you exaggerate.
talk it out.
not throw darts and tear down the other person.
bloodyhell.
let's just stop talking again.
is that it.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:13 PM.
me and my childhood friend.
she was working today with me.
as we were on Friday.
we were rushing home today that we just decided
ta hope on the first bloody bus that came to sight.
and OHWHOW. we ended up in marine parade.
bloodyhell.
imagine you're exhausted, died tired and not able ta get home quick.
damn.
it was horrible.
on top of that, getting motion sickness was the worst.
crap.
but managed to get home in the end.
as of now.
its 2-ish and spanish league is on.
i miss my computer so spent some time with it.
cleverly left my phone at home today.
took my mum's phone which barely had battery.
and i couldnt make calls with it.
on the whole, i'm just exhausted and very very tired.
to the point that if i lie here now on the sofa,
i'd just fall into a coma.
and wont be up until tmr.
i hate sales so much i dream about my job and the things that happend
last night. waking up this morning not knowing what day it was.
finally its all over.
tmr's my
VERY FIRST Driving Lesson.
hawhaw.
hope it all goes well.
cant really rem alot of things actually.
but i'll look through.
gotta run some errands for my mum too. and i'll be free for dinner
with my parents at night finallyy.
my lovely bed, my beautifl sleep.
snoresssss-
she was working today with me.
as we were on Friday.
we were rushing home today that we just decided
ta hope on the first bloody bus that came to sight.
and OHWHOW. we ended up in marine parade.
bloodyhell.
imagine you're exhausted, died tired and not able ta get home quick.
damn.
it was horrible.
on top of that, getting motion sickness was the worst.
crap.
but managed to get home in the end.
as of now.
its 2-ish and spanish league is on.
i miss my computer so spent some time with it.
cleverly left my phone at home today.
took my mum's phone which barely had battery.
and i couldnt make calls with it.
on the whole, i'm just exhausted and very very tired.
to the point that if i lie here now on the sofa,
i'd just fall into a coma.
and wont be up until tmr.
i hate sales so much i dream about my job and the things that happend
last night. waking up this morning not knowing what day it was.
finally its all over.
tmr's my
VERY FIRST Driving Lesson.
hawhaw.
hope it all goes well.
cant really rem alot of things actually.
but i'll look through.
gotta run some errands for my mum too. and i'll be free for dinner
with my parents at night finallyy.
my lovely bed, my beautifl sleep.
snoresssss-
BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:09 AM.
SPORE FOOD DELIGHTS.
-the unhealthy lifestyle of us-
okay.
i wanted to blog about this yest.
but i was way too tired and knocked out almost
immediately after i jumped into bed.
i still love to do that btw.
the middle part of my mattress is like ....
Springless.
okay. yes.
i was at Food Republic for dinner with my Aunt.
we had soyabean drink, youtiao, bakuteh, wantonmee,
dimsum and humcheempang.
how fantastically OILY and really just UNHEALTHY.
gee. imagine the word youtiao says it all. "oil stick"
for translation.
and we of all ages love it to bits.
and the humcheempang too. i was queeueing for
soyabean drinks when i saw the ppl frying them.
they cleared the youtiao, poured MORE OIL
(china brand ofcourse)
into the already halffilled WOK OF OIL, and started
sliding in all the dough with fillings.
this is the WORST of it all i must say.
biting into it just makes the whole mouth oily, and i mean
WEToily.
GROSS. thinking about it i'm already disgusted.
yet we sporeans still love it.
and everyone around the foodcourt was dipping it into their
"taohuizhui" just Great.
gosh.
and the table next to us was having damnoily prata.
seriously.
visitors and foreigners must be wondering why we
asians are still so small in size.
guess we just dont consume that much starch and carbs.
and the unhealthy layer of fats in our body, surrounding
all our organs and all cant be seen.
its so hard trying to live a healthy lifestyle when
all the food just stares at you waiting for you ta gobble them.
i've been on a chocolate craze lately too.
maybe its the stress from this roadshow.
that i cant survive without endorphins.
Sigh.
i need ta get back to jogging at Ponggol Park.
i just cant get myself into the mood again.
damnit.
my stamina ran away.
i get up, eat, stand, eat, talk, eat, sleep.
how fantastic.
sheesh.
i cant believe myself.
no no.
this cant be happening.
its just the starting.
once its started,
i'll get back into the habit of jogging.
and i'll be just fine.
sigh.
i will.
cant believe how much cals and fats i've taken in
the past few days.
eating as though nothing's wrong and i can feel the
fats all collecting at my stomach.
what's wrong man.
my weight is just so fluctuating up and down.
damnit.
and i love eating.
sheesh.
-the unhealthy lifestyle of us-
okay.
i wanted to blog about this yest.
but i was way too tired and knocked out almost
immediately after i jumped into bed.
i still love to do that btw.
the middle part of my mattress is like ....
Springless.
okay. yes.
i was at Food Republic for dinner with my Aunt.
we had soyabean drink, youtiao, bakuteh, wantonmee,
dimsum and humcheempang.
how fantastically OILY and really just UNHEALTHY.
gee. imagine the word youtiao says it all. "oil stick"
for translation.
and we of all ages love it to bits.
and the humcheempang too. i was queeueing for
soyabean drinks when i saw the ppl frying them.
they cleared the youtiao, poured MORE OIL
(china brand ofcourse)
into the already halffilled WOK OF OIL, and started
sliding in all the dough with fillings.
this is the WORST of it all i must say.
biting into it just makes the whole mouth oily, and i mean
WEToily.
GROSS. thinking about it i'm already disgusted.
yet we sporeans still love it.
and everyone around the foodcourt was dipping it into their
"taohuizhui" just Great.
gosh.
and the table next to us was having damnoily prata.
seriously.
visitors and foreigners must be wondering why we
asians are still so small in size.
guess we just dont consume that much starch and carbs.
and the unhealthy layer of fats in our body, surrounding
all our organs and all cant be seen.
its so hard trying to live a healthy lifestyle when
all the food just stares at you waiting for you ta gobble them.
i've been on a chocolate craze lately too.
maybe its the stress from this roadshow.
that i cant survive without endorphins.
Sigh.
i need ta get back to jogging at Ponggol Park.
i just cant get myself into the mood again.
damnit.
my stamina ran away.
i get up, eat, stand, eat, talk, eat, sleep.
how fantastic.
sheesh.
i cant believe myself.
no no.
this cant be happening.
its just the starting.
once its started,
i'll get back into the habit of jogging.
and i'll be just fine.
sigh.
i will.
cant believe how much cals and fats i've taken in
the past few days.
eating as though nothing's wrong and i can feel the
fats all collecting at my stomach.
what's wrong man.
my weight is just so fluctuating up and down.
damnit.
and i love eating.
sheesh.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:52 AM.
FINALLY I"M DONE WITH 4
STRAIGHT DAYS OF
WORKING MY ASS OFF.
damnit.
its freaking tiring but
GOOD MONEY.
tell me how now brown cow.
seriously i hate
absolutely abhor doing sales.
but i need to do it for the commission.
damnit.
so much more than an office job.
less boring but more tiring.
how to pick like that.
tsktsk.
anyway.
i was working my ass off the past few days
at the it fair in suntec convention centre.
it was freaking crowded.
thursday and friday was still fine.
but when it got to sat.
it was horrid.
totally squeezy and cramp.
and i was having a bad day yest.
today i went to work with NO MOOD at all.
it was one of the worst ever.
not in terms of how much i manage to get.
but more like i did something damnn silly.
what a stupid mistake. seriously.
i'm pisst off with myself.
i took out my ez link card and showed someone.
who f---king COPIED IT ALL DOWN.
WTF> seriously.
and it was under the company.
---k.
thanks alot. damn it.
and my parents got so worried after that.
damn it.
there was my full name.my IC,my DOB.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH.
i'm pisst.
please dont say anything that will make me feel
worst than i already do.
sheesh.
sucks!!!!
omg.
okay stop it.
i'll just leave the matter to rest.
i cant do anything.
boohoo.
i'm upset.
sigh.
i cant believe i did that.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH.
i have but myself to blame.
sniffs-
comfort me sky, house.
i want to put it behind me.
my mum was freaking scarying me and YES i AM
scared now. happy.
Sigh.
okay.
Moving on.
i made moolah x))
to shop, to eat, to save.
hawhaw.
STRAIGHT DAYS OF
WORKING MY ASS OFF.
damnit.
its freaking tiring but
GOOD MONEY.
tell me how now brown cow.
seriously i hate
absolutely abhor doing sales.
but i need to do it for the commission.
damnit.
so much more than an office job.
less boring but more tiring.
how to pick like that.
tsktsk.
anyway.
i was working my ass off the past few days
at the it fair in suntec convention centre.
it was freaking crowded.
thursday and friday was still fine.
but when it got to sat.
it was horrid.
totally squeezy and cramp.
and i was having a bad day yest.
today i went to work with NO MOOD at all.
it was one of the worst ever.
not in terms of how much i manage to get.
but more like i did something damnn silly.
what a stupid mistake. seriously.
i'm pisst off with myself.
i took out my ez link card and showed someone.
who f---king COPIED IT ALL DOWN.
WTF> seriously.
and it was under the company.
---k.
thanks alot. damn it.
and my parents got so worried after that.
damn it.
there was my full name.my IC,my DOB.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH.
i'm pisst.
please dont say anything that will make me feel
worst than i already do.
sheesh.
sucks!!!!
omg.
okay stop it.
i'll just leave the matter to rest.
i cant do anything.
boohoo.
i'm upset.
sigh.
i cant believe i did that.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH.
i have but myself to blame.
sniffs-
comfort me sky, house.
i want to put it behind me.
my mum was freaking scarying me and YES i AM
scared now. happy.
Sigh.
okay.
Moving on.
i made moolah x))
to shop, to eat, to save.
hawhaw.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:41 AM.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
i've got a new hobby!
hawhaw.
but my arms and legs and
almost every inch of me is aching now.
i have no idea how i'm gonna work tmr.
alamaks.
and i've got brazed knuckles.
went for a trial lesson for muaythai.
totally love it.
but its tough.
plus the atmosphere is filled with
so much testosterone i feel i can
Choke.
gosh. okay it was expected.
but the place was kinda small
and made it more emphasized.
eeks.
Stinkoos.
i kinda twisted my wrist.
but its better now.
as long as i dont rotate it
it wont hurt.
btw.
i'm like the most Girly there pls!
gee.
i cant take it but to cringe and scrooge
whenever the instructor shows example for us.
cus' he hits really hard and he's fast and strong.
scary.
oh FYI.
he's Handsome, has a Damn Hot and Lean Body,
Sharp Chin and Gorgeous Eyes.
hawhaw.
no. like i care.
at least i dont get like a beefcake or hugedarkhairy.
hehe.
ohoh.
its only 1.5 hrs but i was dripping and soaking wet!
it was all cardio stuff.
and my stamina sucks.
hmm.
kinda not use to the contact part.
where need both heads to be Damnfreaking close
to one another. Aherm.
but no choice.
and furthermore we were all STICKY,SMELLY,WET.
gross.okay. not so bad with girls.
but STIll can SMELL!!
and i didnt want the person to smell me either.
ahhaaa.
muaythai's damn fun.
but unfortunately,
my parents especially my mom is so against it.
she says im wasting money.
PLEASE.
then she says i'm getting too much money for allowance.
YA RIGHT.
its all my working money and she bothers too much!!
arghh.
hahahah
told her i was gnna take hiphopdance lesson
and she freaked out too.
okay. i should just not have told her.
anyway. its not gonna be NOW.
i'm stil saving up for it.
it'll be after muaythai if i stop.
otherwise, no chance.
argh. i need more money.
such classes are worthwhile.
plus i've gotta do all this kinda vigorous sports
before my body deteriorates and become all fragile.
TSK.
its what i like to do.
she should just get it.
i LIKE IT.
that's it.
bodyache.
heading to bed.
OMG!
its like 2am.
damnit.
okay.sleeeeep.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
i've got a new hobby!hawhaw.
but my arms and legs and
almost every inch of me is aching now.
i have no idea how i'm gonna work tmr.
alamaks.
and i've got brazed knuckles.
went for a trial lesson for muaythai.
totally love it.
but its tough.
plus the atmosphere is filled with
so much testosterone i feel i can
Choke.
gosh. okay it was expected.
but the place was kinda small
and made it more emphasized.
eeks.
Stinkoos.
i kinda twisted my wrist.
but its better now.
as long as i dont rotate it
it wont hurt.
btw.
i'm like the most Girly there pls!
gee.
i cant take it but to cringe and scrooge
whenever the instructor shows example for us.
cus' he hits really hard and he's fast and strong.
scary.
oh FYI.
he's Handsome, has a Damn Hot and Lean Body,
Sharp Chin and Gorgeous Eyes.
hawhaw.
no. like i care.
at least i dont get like a beefcake or hugedarkhairy.
hehe.
ohoh.
its only 1.5 hrs but i was dripping and soaking wet!
it was all cardio stuff.
and my stamina sucks.
hmm.
kinda not use to the contact part.
where need both heads to be Damnfreaking close
to one another. Aherm.
but no choice.
and furthermore we were all STICKY,SMELLY,WET.
gross.okay. not so bad with girls.
but STIll can SMELL!!
and i didnt want the person to smell me either.
ahhaaa.
muaythai's damn fun.
but unfortunately,
my parents especially my mom is so against it.
she says im wasting money.
PLEASE.
then she says i'm getting too much money for allowance.
YA RIGHT.
its all my working money and she bothers too much!!
arghh.
hahahah
told her i was gnna take hiphopdance lesson
and she freaked out too.
okay. i should just not have told her.
anyway. its not gonna be NOW.
i'm stil saving up for it.
it'll be after muaythai if i stop.
otherwise, no chance.
argh. i need more money.
such classes are worthwhile.
plus i've gotta do all this kinda vigorous sports
before my body deteriorates and become all fragile.
TSK.
its what i like to do.
she should just get it.
i LIKE IT.
that's it.
bodyache.
heading to bed.
OMG!
its like 2am.
damnit.
okay.sleeeeep.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 1:13 AM.
Monday, March 03, 2008
What Should i do.
What Am i doing.
How Can i do.
Why Must i do.
What do i want.
Whatever the reason.
i cant figure it out.
OKAY!
manage ta pull my friend.
i hope she'll like it at edge.
crossing my fingers.
hahaa.
on a lighter tone.
i'm asking my sis ta get me undies from the states.
hawhaw.
first i can find the type and pattern that i like.
and its nice.
will wait and see if it fits. ha.
anyway. okay.
back to whatever it was.
i got bloody pisst off with someone.
and totally walked off.
but rraaahh.
i dont wana go into detail.
and i apologised even.
Wth.
it was at first my fault.
but after that it became something else.
her bloody temper.
impatient shit.
damnit.
okay.i stop here.
Monday, March 03, 2008
What Should i do.What Am i doing.
How Can i do.
Why Must i do.
What do i want.
Whatever the reason.
i cant figure it out.
OKAY!
manage ta pull my friend.
i hope she'll like it at edge.
crossing my fingers.
hahaa.
on a lighter tone.
i'm asking my sis ta get me undies from the states.
hawhaw.
first i can find the type and pattern that i like.
and its nice.
will wait and see if it fits. ha.
anyway. okay.
back to whatever it was.
i got bloody pisst off with someone.
and totally walked off.
but rraaahh.
i dont wana go into detail.
and i apologised even.
Wth.
it was at first my fault.
but after that it became something else.
her bloody temper.
impatient shit.
damnit.
okay.i stop here.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 11:13 PM.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
MUAHAHAHA.
Cheryl and i thought of getting something together.
well just something on 29 feb. haha.
no particular reason but for fun.
and yes. got a shirt w my allowance.
was having exams so didnt spend much.
but then again.haha
save up again lo.
finally got a haircut.
its so refreshing.
after all the stress and hairpulling.
this does something gd for hair.
hawhaw.
so now my hair's even out x)
all's good.
CaughtThe Leap Years today.
it was pretty good.
actually by far the best homemade Show i've seen.
heh.
proper english. and wong li lin is one damn
good actress!
it was all believable.
the production chose the first Lead x)
she really does portray the feelings and all realistically.
aiyo. dropped a ear stud again.
sometimes i do wonder how i sleep.
Jobless!!
Argh.
Tmr's newspaper.
gonna start dialling.
i need a job. urgent.
my goal. at least earn roughly 1000.
i'll be happy if i got 1.3
but whatever.
i'm working for 7 and above only.
if not, i'll just work harder for the roadshows.
some allowance and savings for myself x))
muaythai here i come.
prob thinking of going for the hiphop class.
but waiting for someone ta join me.
aiya. see how.
BATHE AND SLEEP x))
What a Life.
its Enough for Now.
i'm a happy kid.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
MUAHAHAHA.
Cheryl and i thought of getting something together.
well just something on 29 feb. haha.
no particular reason but for fun.
and yes. got a shirt w my allowance.
was having exams so didnt spend much.
but then again.haha
save up again lo.
finally got a haircut.
its so refreshing.
after all the stress and hairpulling.
this does something gd for hair.
hawhaw.
so now my hair's even out x)
all's good.
CaughtThe Leap Years today.
it was pretty good.
actually by far the best homemade Show i've seen.
heh.
proper english. and wong li lin is one damn
good actress!
it was all believable.
the production chose the first Lead x)
she really does portray the feelings and all realistically.
aiyo. dropped a ear stud again.
sometimes i do wonder how i sleep.
Jobless!!
Argh.
Tmr's newspaper.
gonna start dialling.
i need a job. urgent.
my goal. at least earn roughly 1000.
i'll be happy if i got 1.3
but whatever.
i'm working for 7 and above only.
if not, i'll just work harder for the roadshows.
some allowance and savings for myself x))
muaythai here i come.
prob thinking of going for the hiphop class.
but waiting for someone ta join me.
aiya. see how.
BATHE AND SLEEP x))
What a Life.
its Enough for Now.
i'm a happy kid.
BEAnns Muzzled --> 2:45 AM.